Thursday, November 25, 2004
hihihi! haha..it's great to see pple posting on my blog..din think you guys will check in on me since i blog so once-in-a-blue-moonish..hee *sheepish look* thanks so much for tagging me..i love you guys!!!
hmm..me now halfway through my exams..also about half dead. supposed to be studying for tomorrow's programming paper but i've been surfing the net the whole night..too stagnant to mug..bleagh.
anyway..i told debra i'll blog this down (hahaha ;D)
we were watching Amazing Race together last night and there was this part when one team drove another team's car off by accident..i was wondering (aloud) if they left their car keys in their cars such that others can drive it off by mistake..and dear debra went.."maybe the same model of cars have the same key..." yes dearie..and we can all go steal other ppl's cars le. haha..too much mugging's bad for the brain.
3 more days to freedom~
chee [2:10 AM]
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Friday, November 05, 2004
oh yah! found a new song..enjoy! ;)
<<默契>>
郑秀文
就是离别过 就是怀念过
便清楚爱怎出错 便清楚你真的爱我
但往日我很傻
就是常做错 就是求自我
未珍惜身边一个 在此生再不想错过
从年月里 能全部看清楚
由始至终 只有你一位
难以代替 爱得多仔细
静看着对方无言语
仍然是觉安慰
明天世间 怎去作估计
和你默契 爱一生一世
是你令人生能完美
谁人及你 等于我一切
chee [2:25 AM]
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oh yay..finally found some free time to blog! wanted to do so a few times last mth but had so many project and assignment deadlines to meet..*bleagh* yupyup..managed to get a slight breather tonight..went over to deb's room to watch Singapore Idol and the 9pm swimming show that some of my frens are so hyped up about..haha..it's not bad but i prob won't have time to watch it again..need more sleep ;P
jus to update on some stuff that got backlogged...
FOP elections were held last month and there was this thing about the Bizad spirit that was brought up..basically wat is the Bizad spirit? hmm..i dun think it's all that difficult a question actually..for me..when i enter into a new environment, i will kinda start looking for the kind of
归属感..in other words..the sense of belonging. isn't it kinda sad that if you have to go to school everyday, after 2, 3 or even 4 years in school, you never felt you belonged or you never felt proud of the school? i dunno..to me..that seems like a damn sad thing......
somehow, my days in rgssb were so rich with spirit that it makes me wanna recreate that kinda spirit in whatever small way that i can when i go somewhere new..
days when we had so much fun interacting with and learning from our seniors..when we would do the stupidest things and then look back and laugh at ourselves..when we pulled together in the hardest of hardest times and made it smiling through our tears..when we went back time and again even after we've graduated, hoping to see our juniors experince the same joy we went through..it's when we can stand up proud and tall and shout out to the world that we are rgssband girls....
even out of band, being a rafflesian is really something as well. it's nothing to do with being arrogant like many would think. the thing that bonds us..guess it's jus in the culture..haha. i remembered mandy mentioning about rj before and so i went to dig through her blog and finally managed to come up with this: " "why not? no harm trying!" attitude". she was describing the way the students are more ambitious and all. we really do seem to have a do-or-die attitude and the thing is that..with everyone excelling in what they try, we die die also must do our best not to die..hahaha ;) yah well..i must admit that i find it hard to quantify the rafflesian spirit here..i used to think that all the talk about spirit were crap..but that didn't help me explain how i felt during events like national track and field..when you can actually taste the joy of the runner who crossed the finishing line first. the most amusing point of time was during vj orientation..when i realised that everytime i cheered, i was thinking of "R-A-F-F-L-E-S" and simply couldn't get the word "victoria" out of my mouth..haha. it really took me by surprise and came as a reality check. think june joo even came to the conclusion that i'm a weirdo :P but seriously..i realised where i belong then.....
haha..all these talk made me sound like some patriotic nut. no lah..i'm really not the siao-on about school spirit and that sorta stuff. guess it's because i miss the good old days so much.. of course i know it's definitely not possible..but i'm jus trying to create a comfort zone for myself..haha..as for spirit..i don't show it..but that doesn't mean i don't feel it.. ^__________^
chee [1:08 AM]
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